written tragedies.

#111.

2009-12-17T12:35:00.008+08:00

if you cant find me, then you'll probably know where i am..
alright, cut the crap.

been out for the past 3 days at costa sands.
terribly tired. sleepless nights. midnight dramas.

mission accomplished.

that's for the update.

and written-tragedies is of hiatus now.
blogger have been tragically hit.

#110.

2009-12-02T21:15:00.006+08:00

a simple phrase can set one into deep thoughts.

be it a question, comment or simply a saying. it all

depends on how one view it. then again, a genuinely

compliment, can be misunderstood as a sarcasm.

that's where the saying,

"you are, what you think you are" comes into play.

nobody forces us to think the negative. but, we did.

so, stop blaming around. trace back the mistake,

and find your way through.

enough said.

anyways, just some random updates.
its december, and my cat is missing.
and it's been quite a while already.

highlight of the week? class bonding session cum

project, for the sidekicks. video on facebook.

okay, done.

#109.

2009-11-29T17:30:00.006+08:00

life's tragedy is that we get old too soon and wise

too late. written tragedy is that we write down too soon

and regret too late.

you see, sometimes in life we hesitates alot. be it in
general, or personal. and because we hesitate, things
in mind are kept mum. but what most didnt realise is the
curiosity feeling that lies in every human. and when
things aren't clear, they will only resort to one;
assumption.

and sometimes, just wish confessions are easy.
and obsessions arent real.
just feel like bunny-napping, now. HAHA!

#108.

2009-11-25T08:55:00.006+08:00

nis: because the more you wait for the person, the more you sayang..

i miss places. i miss times. i want nothing.

what else. everything but. you?

napha test coming. and i need a jogging

buddy. anyone?

#107.

2009-11-13T20:25:00.004+08:00

cerita tentang masa lalu
cerita tentang kau dan aku,
kini tinggal hanya kenangan
kau abadi di dalam hatiku..

happy friday, the 13th.

on a sidenote,
went over to sentosa last weekend. we ate, swim
and do everything that's possible. twisters was
bad. leg cramps the next morning.
bottomline, we enjoyed the day.

SK! all the wayy~ haha

and yesterday, had the career job fair
over at college east. spent hours there, before
heading towards pasir ris. for chalet booking.
and so, the three musketeers went on the hunt.
from foot, to bike. funny moments.
settled for pasir ris finally.

fiqah and tijah in the evening.
double-date dinner. late-night shopping.

#105.

2009-10-25T18:05:00.009+08:00

there will be a point in life where
you'll get tired of chasing everyone and
trying to fix everything, but its not giving up.
it's realising you don't need certain people
and their crap.

numb-ed. lost.

on a happier note,

happy birthday, matt.

you start a new game, just when i ended one.

#106.

2009-10-27T21:30:00.004+08:00

slowly, projects are coming up. one after

the other. and have yet to get the gist of project

management module. sometimes, self-

understanding is the best way out.

one of the random-est girls. haha

if only you knew what's the real answer. if only

there was a second chance. if only what was being

said, isn't true. if only there was just us two.

N96? N97?

#104.

2009-10-20T10:50:00.004+08:00

at times, you faced a situation where no choices

could be made. and acceptance is the only key

to what you had. and often you'd just wish you

could run away. leaving the situation behind.

but on the second thought, you'd make the best

of it. if the moon and sun could rise and sets at

the same time, then nothing is impossible.

missed a week of school. and now, i'm back.

with a whole new operation-style.

#103.

2009-10-17T13:20:00.000+08:00

OVERSEAS EXCHANGE PROGRAMME

03 October - 16 October 2009

Melbourne, Australia

changi airport terminal one. and yes, the last

one to arrive before depature. a big thank you

for those who wished. tho you're not there,

its the thought of it, that matters.

seagulls flying. the second stop before heading
for philip's island. where the little penguins will
come from the shore, to their home.

unfortunately, photography was banned, so,
no pics were taken.

dinner at La' Porcheta. group of ite students
from bishan, simei and clementi.

cats that were trapped inside the ferry going to
australia's deck.

i'm just obsessed with the australian police cars.
taken near their train station.

wondering why david's cramped face?
because its ultimately cold. rain, windy and the
spring temperature. and going in the morning,
doesnt help much either.

he hasnt seen one.
that explains the expression.

one of the great friends, ezekiel.
in the conference room, with the organisers
of the programme.

beautiful scenery. green grass, clear blue
sea and seagulls flying around.

all pictures in courtesy of all the photographers
for the two weeks. more will be upload in
facebook.

you kept appearing in my mind,
yet i dont understand why.

#102.

2009-10-09T05:59:00.003+08:00

often, live is like peeling an onion. layer by layer,

and sometimes you weep.

anyways, just to keep you updated.

i'll be arriving back to homeland, singapore in about 6 more days.

prolly be there by 9pm. and being in melbourne, was just ___.

expressionless.

alright, people. just a short update here from

melbourne, australia. boxhill institute.

cold and windy temperature. how nice?

sooner or later, i gotta choose!~

- if i let you go, westlife.

#101.

2009-10-02T11:55:00.000+08:00

only you know what's the best for yourself.
because nobody can make you feel inferior
without your consent. nobody, but yourself.

4 sleepless nights have finally paid off.

well, considering that the F1 event is done.

and Hamilton won the race, if those who didn't

get the results.

and so, on wednesday went raya-ing with

the mates. black was the new theme.

somewhere in the middle, was called up for duty

and so just went for the first and the last house.

exhaustive yet a fun ride.

shall upload the pics, if i received them.

anyhoots,

i'll be departing to australia, tomorrow.

pray for my safety, is all i asked for.

joke of the day;

|m|_ (. .) _|m|

dont bother thinking, if you can't get it

within 5 seconds.

its no surprise, i won't be here tomorrow~

p/s: "yeaa.. ily. hahaha!"

i love the way how you put it
:D

#100.

2009-09-24T08:18:00.007+08:00

its amazing how one single tear can affect

the others. that is what they call, the power

of the eye. haha

SALAM EIDULFITRI to one and all.

past weeks been busy with preparations and

shirt distribution stuffs. know its kind of late,

but nevertheless, its the thoughts of it that counts.

and would like to take this opportunity to

thank those who have helped out in the distribution.

be it on the last day or pre-event. or maybe both.

very big thank you to all.

we made it through, guys.

and so after the first day, slacked around

Ngee Ann City. farah brought along her DSLR.

and you guess it right, to what happened next.

and handling these kids alone, aren't easy.

for sure.

bused back and reached home close to 12am.

a long cold journey.

and so, on the 3rd day of raya was prolly home

alone. since the rest had work/school.

and to kill time, watch this malay movie.

one of the best shows.

on a sidenote, i might not be updating much
as of now. i'll be actively blogging prolly
after the 17th oct.

i will wait till it comes the day,
where i'll be the only one who take your fears away.

#99.

2009-09-07T13:45:00.007+08:00

now its september.

so, last friday was the last week of school.

had the last excursion which is to the

ARMY OPEN HOUSE 09.

not many turned up though.

met a couple of different people from different

zones of singapore.

funny but true.

sent back to school. handed in what had

to be handed in then, off for home.

humid weather, cannot drink equals to

ultimate tiredness.

now, i'm waiting for my pictures.

whoever that has it, please forward.

haha.

its funny how you can laugh at those dreams you

once had, but was so enthu when you were back

then.

Boxhill Institute, Melbourne, Australia.

then, sunday met with my lefthand army.
went marina barrage-ing. out of all
places. drizzling. windy.
its been a while.

itstartswithafendswithah.

yesterday was nice.
thank you.

#98.

2009-08-27T06:50:00.004+08:00

holiday moods are feeling in. since school is

only once-in-a-while lesson going on, expect a

big-time absentism.

anyways, if you have heard or practically know.

i'll be leaving to melbourne, australia. boxhill

institute to be exact. two weeks there.

everything should be confirmed, by now.

under school sponsorship. nice?

on a random side,

i love this quote. two lines with deep meaning.

dont think you are the only one having problems. and most of all, dont think that you have only one friend, because that friend will remind you of all the others.

happy fasting month.

heh.

#97.

2009-08-18T22:10:00.004+08:00

sometimes, life can be so mean. when
you're at your highest moments, time passes so
fast. it leaves you with short time to enjoy
that moment. but when you're at your lowest,
its the other way round.

oh wells. life is funny.

anyways, went to catch the orphan movie in the

afternoon. nice storyline but was somewhat

predictable, i would say. if you have watched many

of these kinds of gory movies, you would know

how the story would go.

plus, the tagline says it all.

sidetrack a little,
fasting starts this friday night.
so fast, yet so long. several days till september.
then, holidays are in. how nice.

i'm not so good with words~

#96.

2009-08-12T21:15:00.011+08:00

often, most things went through its state

of change in silent. without you knowing,

it gradually change. be it an object or simply

emotional feelings. just like a seed, you dont see it

growing in front, but you'd only realise it when leaves

are seen.

school's have been hectic these days. event day is in

two days time, and having last minute changes is

just so annoying.

anyways, to all the participants of

BLAZE CAMP 1. please note, the proposed date

for the camp is on the 6th to 8th Oct.

final confirmed information, will be passed over to you

people via your teacher-in-charge.

one song with a thousand meaning.

.. tell me those words aren't true

because what i need now, is you ~

#95.

2009-08-04T20:30:00.003+08:00

often, we failed to see that behind every hardships,

lies a satisfaction. be it big or small. its human nature

to give up and admit defeat at an early stage.

except for the determined ones, they go far

seeing every obstacles, as a chance for them to

improve.

again, some random thoughts.

anyways, school ended pretty early today.

was sick, but had to attend, since there's interview

for boxhill. so, after school, bused back home,

popped some panadols and off to bed.

worst part, people are falling sick also.

anyhoots, design class was ultimately boring.

and so, to kill time this is what was done.

IES oii!~.
p/s: more will be drawn soon, so don't worry. :D

#93.

2009-07-25T20:20:00.005+08:00

".. i used to be a commander in chief of my pimp ship flyin' high,

'til i met this pretty little missile, shot me out the sky .."

often, its those bad deeds that kept repeating in

one's mind, but the good deeds are stays no

longer than a day. afterall, being nice is not nice

anymore.

anyways, last saturday, went over to bishan active

park. had to, since its part of school activity.

so, decided to meet the rest at the venue itself.

had conversations over some matters, before heading

off to esplanade.

fireworks, ndp rehearsal, packed.

great.

more pictures at facebook account.

tuesday, 21st july had the F1 training.

like have been said, im in again for this year's race.

this time round, will be on pit grandstand; where

the race starts and ends.

" .. nothing gets better than this .." - HEINEKEIN, 2007.

sidenote, after few years not been there,
finally went over to mandai zoo. for some amazing
race cum class bonding session. one thing for sure,
we bonded much.

alright, im done. a week's update in a single
post. and im into photography, now. i think.

".. best shot ehh~ best shot .."
inside joke. HAHA !

#94.

2009-07-31T22:45:00.000+08:00

sometimes, you tend to bottle up those feelings
inside you, till you find the right person to let
it out to. and the question remains,
how long are you willing to wait?

tomorrow, this minute, this second,
what will you be doing?
who will you be thinking about?

#92.

2009-07-18T10:25:00.001+08:00

sometimes, all you need is someone to hear

you out. not judge. not say a word, but to just listen.

not listen to what he has to say, but to what he's

been trying to convey.

anyways, upon request. there's a gig event coming up

on the month of august. details are as follows.

for more information, you can email them at

farahh_@hotmail.com or nkbz@live.com. please note

that ticketing charges apply.

alright, im done. for now.

#91.

2009-07-15T05:25:00.003+08:00

we were both teens when i first saw you

i close my eyes

and the flashback starts

i'm standing there

on an empty field with humid air

see the lights

see the school, faces of frowns

i see you squeezed your way to the crowd

and shout eff-oh, little did i know

that we were classmates, we were throwing staples

hit prof's head and blame me for all that

and i stumbled down the staircase

trying to escape from that whore, and i said

bunny, save me from this ugly toyol clone

you can't keep laughing when all i'm left to do is run

i really need you my sweet, little princess

its a crazy story, baby just say yes.

the lyrics was for humour purposes. because,

im overdosed on nutrisoy.

#90.

2009-07-11T22:40:00.006+08:00

its been a while..

anyways, just helping out.

SIMS 2 DOUBLE DELUXE is up for grab.

selling at a price of S$30, it comes with the whole package*.

for terms and conditions, enquire here.

type it out, and check back again for details!

* im not sure on this part, tho.

saturday night. chilly weather. home alone. crazy msn

convo. equals to best.

and i need a scanner/digi cam. badly.

#89.

2009-07-07T22:35:00.008+08:00

confused, is the word.

luck wasn't on most of the classmates. due to the H1N1 virus,

events that are supposedly to be held in campuses, are banned.

and so, mock event was the option, but still..

HAIYO !

reshi and matt went bonkers right after. for no reason

why, but yes. they made it easier one way or the other.

what's the next step? is still on pending.

got into a talk with my rakan-rakan.

went off to tanjong pagar before heading to causeway point

to get the adobe creative design premium suite.

less than 200, a full adobe kit inside. everything that is adobe-

related. cool or what? but, now im budget-ing for the

month. and so, pizzahut was the meal for the day.

on a beautiful note,

the day ends with a smile.

"The best kind of friends is the kind you can sit on a porch

and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling

like it was the best conversation you've ever had."

#88.

2009-07-02T20:50:00.005+08:00

my instinct is never wrong.

damn.

if you accept those mistakes, why did you push
those blames? if you knew its between two, why did
you insert another name? if you said you've change,
why is it all still the same?

sometimes, you need to learn to let things flow instead

of deciding for them where to go. in other words, let it be a

surprise once in a while.

on a sidenote,

school's opening this monday. looking forward to

a couple of things, yet not to, to some.

3 days !

#87.

2009-06-29T20:15:00.001+08:00

the internet is being a pain, disabling every right-click
movement. which kind of irritating by the way.

anyhoots, was bored at home. and so, watched the movie;
the game plan.
really touching movie, i would say. enough to teared a
person. if you concentrate on it, that is.
chipsmore keep me company throughout.

a little shoutout to all my friends,
"I MISS YOU PEOPLE, YO!"

im bored. you are?