written tragedies.

2011-12-06T06:40:00.001+08:00

PERSONAL PERCEPTIONS

I have always thought of Cuba as an island that is rich in culture and the Cubans take advantage of their natural surroundings of the island and used it as the main attraction for tourists to visit the island. Especially with their geographical location, tourism receipts in the island are not really high considering the limited mode of transportation and accessibility to the island. This is commonly a fact, especially for nations that are considered more of an ‘island’ rather than country, such as Fiji and Cuba itself. Well, that was what I thought Cuba is, until a depth research is done to find out what Cuba and the Cubans are, in reality.

Being an arty-farty person myself, it is inevitable that arts and music is what attracted me the most for the island of Cuba and it is surprising that the Cubans actually focuses and ‘prioritise’ in a way, for the development for its arts industry – including music, drama, writing and play. Research has also shown that music and arts represent the culture of the Cubans in which they utilise as an ‘attraction factor’ for tourists to visit the island. Hence, I suppose, the assumption of the Cubans using the surrounding environment as the main attraction factor for tourists’ arrivals is inaccurate.

CUBA INDIGENOUSPOPULATION

In the early 1490s, it was believed that there were already three different indigenous groups living on the island of Cuba, mainly – Guanajatabeyes, Ciboneys and the Tainos.

Guanajatabeys

Research have shown that the Guanajatabeys group were the original indigenous group of Cuba, living in caves on the western part of the Cuba island and were the smallest group of indigenous population as compared to the other two – Ciboneys and the Tainos. Thus, it is not surprising that they had almost or little contact with the locals or Spanish population in the island and like most indigenous groups in other islands, fruits were the main source of food for the Guanajatabeys population.

Ciboneys

Ciboneys were a part of the Arawak group that were originally from the South American and later, spread its population to the West Indies. Unlike the Guanajatabeys, these groups of Ciboneys fished and hunt for their food. Research has also shown that these Ciboneys indigenous population were made servants to the largest population for the indigenous people – Tainos.

Tainos

Like the Ciboneys, the Tainos indigenous population were also part of the Arawak group who made their arrival in the island of Cuba from the West Indies in the 1400s. The Tainos were also believed to be the largest and most powerful indigenous groups of Cuba at that point of time.

Due to the indigenous population noted as the most powerful and largest amongst all three indigenous population, three level of social classes was established to further differentiate them from the others – Caciques, Advisers and Commoners. Caciques refer to the chiefs or nobles while advisers were more of a mid-level of the population.

The debate as to whether these groups of indigenous people are still around after the immigrations of the Europeans, African and Asian population to the island of Cuba is still going on. According to Fernando Ortiz, the conquest of these immigrants have created a radically new culture which completely devoid from the original Cuban natives. However, Jose Barreiro claims the otherwise – descendants of the Tainos population are still living in the island, with most live as herbalists or healers.

AUTHENTICITY OF CULTURE & TOURISM IMPACTS

In today’s context, the authenticity of the Cuban culture can hardly be found or experienced by tourists due to the high influx and level of influence of other national immigrations. Thus, if were to visit the island of Cuba today, most of its culture such as music and dance are no longer of its original, ‘Cuban-inspired’ arts entertainment. Instead, most are African American influenced.

This is partly due to the fact that the government does not, by and large, allow its citizens to travel. This makes them fairly curious about the ’West’ and “You get the sense that they are curious for information, with many tuning illegally into TV beamed from Florida,” as quoted by a traveller in Casa Aportlela, Cuba.

Nevertheless, the locals or Cubans have a love-hate relationship with their governance. In some ways, they see it as intrusive and creating many rules for which some that do not really exist. On the other hand, they see it as comforting in that it provides safety. An example was a Cuban national could not understand why the Canadian Government would not force Wendy's Restaurant to hire security or provide security for the late night closing staffs. This simple example explains a deep issue, in that Cubans have come to expect the government to deal with many things, and further than the separation of the state and business is very vague in Cuba.

They see many television shows and commercials about Western culture and desire things like the Nike Logo caps, but do not understand that a simple hat that should value at a normal rate, with the addition of that logo, have tripled the initiated value. “It is an almost naive response to what they see but cannot quite understand,” quoted by an American traveller.

Hence, it is clear that the locals or Cubans rely heavily on the government for their security and fairness in the society. Then again, with a propaganda and communist state of the island, it is no surprise that the most of the locals or Cubans are unaware of the development and situation in the ‘outside world’ with the strict government policies.

CALENDAR OF EVENTS

February

In the second week of February, International Book Fair is happening at Havana, Cuba. This large gathering of authors, publishers, and distributors is really only of interest to those who can read in Spanish. But if you can, this is an excellent Latin American book fair.

International Jazz Festival at Havana is also held on the month of February. This festival, which used to be held in December, is organized by Chucho Valdés. The festival usually draws a handful of top international bands and soloists to share the stage and billing with a strong stable of best jazz talents of Cuba

Lastly, Habanos Festival is also held at Havana where cigar smokers have their time with the annual celebration of the Cuban stogie. Run by the official state cigar company, Habanos, S.A., events include lectures, factory visits, tastings, and a gala dinner with an auction of rare cigars.

March

Happening in mid-March, International Festival of "La Trova" Pepe Sánchez is held at the Santiago de Cuba. This caters to the individuals who enjoy the sounds of traditional Cuban folk music. Local Santiagueros are the heart of the festival, but singers and groups come from the entire island and throughout Latin America.

Celebration of Classic Cars at Havana is also organised around the same weeks. Recognizing the appeal of its huge fleet of classic American cars, Cuba has organized a week-long celebration of these Detroit dinosaurs. Events include lectures, mechanical workshops, and parades. Owners from other countries are encouraged to bring their wheels to Cuba, and a caravan from Havana to another colonial city is usually orchestrated.

April

In the week of mid-April, International Percussion Festival PERCUBA is organised at Havana. This large meeting of percussionists draws national and international scholars and players working in genres ranging from classical to fusion.

May

May Day parades happening all around the island of Cuba on the first day of the month – May 1. Experience the traditional socialist celebration of Labor Day joining one of the many parades and public gatherings. The biggest celebration of them all takes place at the Plaza de la Revolución in Havana, where more than 100,000 people usually gather to listen to the president's annual May Day speech.

June

Happening in late June is the International Festival "Boleros de Oro," Havana. You'll be crying in your Cuban highball cocktail. Theatres, clubs, and concert halls across Havana will be filled with the sweet and melancholy sounds of bolero. Concerts are also staged in Santiago and other major cities.

From these listed events and musical performances, it is clear that the Cubans focus more on their arts and entertainment industries to pull in tourists to visit the island of Cuba.

DISNEYFICATION

Theming

Theming basically refers to the idea of infusing a place with a particular idea. Therefore, in relation to Cuba, theming have definitely exist and evident with the idea perceived by most travellers that Cuba is still a communist country and operating in a propaganda governance.

Hybrid Consumption

Hybrid consumption refers to the concept of being able to consume multiple opportunities in a particular location. Again, in relation to the island of Cuba, I believe this concept does exist and still happening on the island with the availability of choices for travellers to experience when they visit Cuba. For example, a traveller can experience the natural coastline beaches and at the same time, enjoy the Cuban arts and entertainment events, which run almost every month of the year.

Merchandising

In terms of merchandising, Cuba have a strong sense of propaganda governance in which the government wanted the locals to perceive or have the idea that the government is there for them and are of a good organisation. Hence, in terms of promoting the government to the locals, merchandising have existed, but in reference to the souvenirs that travellers bought, have yet to be determined.

Performative Labour

With performative labour referring to the idea of making employees not only provide service but entertain as well, in relation to Cuba island, I feel that this concept do exists with the establishment of concerts and performances by the local community. They not only provide warm and friendly welcome to the travellers from all around the globe, but also performs as an act of entertainment for these groups of travellers when they visit the concerts and stage performances.

REFLECTIONS

In an overview, I feel that the local community – Cubans is at the disadvantaged of not understanding and knowing about the situation in the outside world. With the strict and powerful government control of the peoples’ lives, it is hard for them to voice out their concerns although most are inevitably just following the rules and regulations that have been set by the government. At the same time, their easy way of life also impressed me on how the government managed to portray themselves as the organisation that the Cubans need, despite the angst of the people against the government for implementing the different rules to restrict the Cubans from any actions that are deemed threatening to the government position.

In addition, I also felt that Cuba have successfully managed to attract the tourists to visit the island through the concept of using their cultures and lifestyles as an attraction factor for the tourists. Similarly like Fiji Island, I feel that the tourism is sustainable with a win-win situation for both parties – locals gets the foreign exchange benefits and tourists gets to experienced the Cuban culture.

Therefore, all in all, the most amazing factor throughout the research process for me, is on how Cuba are actually beginning to ‘open-up’ to tourists although the presence of propaganda and communism is still strong in the island.

#120.

2010-03-19T12:25:00.002+08:00

the most difficult phase in life is not when nobody understands you, but
when you don't understand yourself.

if running away doesn't help, then hide yourself somewhere.

they say, everyday may not be good but there's always something good in
every day. so, where's my goodness for today?

#119.

2010-03-10T06:55:00.003+08:00

#118.

2010-03-02T20:25:00.001+08:00

if you keep on thinking of all the ways in which

others cheated you, fought with you, degraded you or

angered you, your heart will be forever full of hatred.

learn to let go, and be happy.

#117.

2010-01-30T15:10:00.003+08:00

" ..there's so much time to figure out the best in my life,

and i've figured out with all that's said and done.. "

just remember, people will judge you by your actions,

not your intentions. because, you may have a heart of gold

- so does a hard-boiled egg.

now, this is project management.

#116.

2010-01-15T19:35:00.006+08:00

to the ones i've hurt, i apologise.

to the ones hurting, i feel you.

to the ones who think this is for you, im not surprise.

to the ones who stayed, thank you.

http://www.written-tragedies.blogspot.com/

2006-2010.

#115.

2010-01-06T22:30:00.001+08:00

you will never be where you are now;

'cause you're either moving forward or falling behind.

there's simply no such thing as "staying where you are"

or "taking it easy". its just a fallacy. learn new things, grow,

improve yourself, and strive to be the best that you can be.

if you don't you might get up one day to realize that the world

dont need someone like you anymore.

just something motivational to think about.

#114.

2009-12-29T14:00:00.005+08:00

throw it away, forget yesterday
we'll make the great escape,
we won't hear a word they say
they don't know us anyway.

#113.

2009-12-25T10:20:00.003+08:00

& what do you call a reindeer, wearing ear muffs?
- call it anything, 'cause he can't hear you.

& one more, if santa rides in sleigh, what do elves rides in?
- mini vans !

#112.

2009-12-24T13:55:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, you meet someone who means alot to you,
only to find out in the end that it was never bound
to be, and you just have to let go. - Shafiqah.

raining season. stuck at home; online movies.
that is the cycle for now, at least. and tomorrow's
christmas. to all those celebrating, have a blasting
celebration. just put aside some presents for me. haha!

and just for self-entertainment;

merry christmas !

#111.

2009-12-17T12:35:00.008+08:00

if you cant find me, then you'll probably know where i am..
alright, cut the crap.

been out for the past 3 days at costa sands.
terribly tired. sleepless nights. midnight dramas.

mission accomplished.

that's for the update.

and written-tragedies is of hiatus now.
blogger have been tragically hit.

#110.

2009-12-02T21:15:00.006+08:00

a simple phrase can set one into deep thoughts.

be it a question, comment or simply a saying. it all

depends on how one view it. then again, a genuinely

compliment, can be misunderstood as a sarcasm.

that's where the saying,

"you are, what you think you are" comes into play.

nobody forces us to think the negative. but, we did.

so, stop blaming around. trace back the mistake,

and find your way through.

enough said.

anyways, just some random updates.
its december, and my cat is missing.
and it's been quite a while already.

highlight of the week? class bonding session cum

project, for the sidekicks. video on facebook.

okay, done.

#109.

2009-11-29T17:30:00.006+08:00

life's tragedy is that we get old too soon and wise

too late. written tragedy is that we write down too soon

and regret too late.

you see, sometimes in life we hesitates alot. be it in
general, or personal. and because we hesitate, things
in mind are kept mum. but what most didnt realise is the
curiosity feeling that lies in every human. and when
things aren't clear, they will only resort to one;
assumption.

and sometimes, just wish confessions are easy.
and obsessions arent real.
just feel like bunny-napping, now. HAHA!

#108.

2009-11-25T08:55:00.006+08:00

nis: because the more you wait for the person, the more you sayang..

i miss places. i miss times. i want nothing.

what else. everything but. you?

napha test coming. and i need a jogging

buddy. anyone?

#107.

2009-11-13T20:25:00.004+08:00

cerita tentang masa lalu
cerita tentang kau dan aku,
kini tinggal hanya kenangan
kau abadi di dalam hatiku..

happy friday, the 13th.

on a sidenote,
went over to sentosa last weekend. we ate, swim
and do everything that's possible. twisters was
bad. leg cramps the next morning.
bottomline, we enjoyed the day.

SK! all the wayy~ haha

and yesterday, had the career job fair
over at college east. spent hours there, before
heading towards pasir ris. for chalet booking.
and so, the three musketeers went on the hunt.
from foot, to bike. funny moments.
settled for pasir ris finally.

fiqah and tijah in the evening.
double-date dinner. late-night shopping.

#106.

2009-10-27T21:30:00.004+08:00

slowly, projects are coming up. one after

the other. and have yet to get the gist of project

management module. sometimes, self-

understanding is the best way out.

one of the random-est girls. haha

if only you knew what's the real answer. if only

there was a second chance. if only what was being

said, isn't true. if only there was just us two.

N96? N97?

#105.

2009-10-25T18:05:00.009+08:00

there will be a point in life where
you'll get tired of chasing everyone and
trying to fix everything, but its not giving up.
it's realising you don't need certain people
and their crap.

numb-ed. lost.

on a happier note,

happy birthday, matt.

you start a new game, just when i ended one.

#104.

2009-10-20T10:50:00.004+08:00

at times, you faced a situation where no choices

could be made. and acceptance is the only key

to what you had. and often you'd just wish you

could run away. leaving the situation behind.

but on the second thought, you'd make the best

of it. if the moon and sun could rise and sets at

the same time, then nothing is impossible.

missed a week of school. and now, i'm back.

with a whole new operation-style.

#103.

2009-10-17T13:20:00.000+08:00

OVERSEAS EXCHANGE PROGRAMME

03 October - 16 October 2009

Melbourne, Australia

changi airport terminal one. and yes, the last

one to arrive before depature. a big thank you

for those who wished. tho you're not there,

its the thought of it, that matters.

seagulls flying. the second stop before heading
for philip's island. where the little penguins will
come from the shore, to their home.

unfortunately, photography was banned, so,
no pics were taken.

dinner at La' Porcheta. group of ite students
from bishan, simei and clementi.

cats that were trapped inside the ferry going to
australia's deck.

i'm just obsessed with the australian police cars.
taken near their train station.

wondering why david's cramped face?
because its ultimately cold. rain, windy and the
spring temperature. and going in the morning,
doesnt help much either.

he hasnt seen one.
that explains the expression.

one of the great friends, ezekiel.
in the conference room, with the organisers
of the programme.

beautiful scenery. green grass, clear blue
sea and seagulls flying around.

all pictures in courtesy of all the photographers
for the two weeks. more will be upload in
facebook.

you kept appearing in my mind,
yet i dont understand why.

#102.

2009-10-09T05:59:00.003+08:00

often, live is like peeling an onion. layer by layer,

and sometimes you weep.

anyways, just to keep you updated.

i'll be arriving back to homeland, singapore in about 6 more days.

prolly be there by 9pm. and being in melbourne, was just ___.

expressionless.

alright, people. just a short update here from

melbourne, australia. boxhill institute.

cold and windy temperature. how nice?

sooner or later, i gotta choose!~

- if i let you go, westlife.

#101.

2009-10-02T11:55:00.000+08:00

only you know what's the best for yourself.
because nobody can make you feel inferior
without your consent. nobody, but yourself.

4 sleepless nights have finally paid off.

well, considering that the F1 event is done.

and Hamilton won the race, if those who didn't

get the results.

and so, on wednesday went raya-ing with

the mates. black was the new theme.

somewhere in the middle, was called up for duty

and so just went for the first and the last house.

exhaustive yet a fun ride.

shall upload the pics, if i received them.

anyhoots,

i'll be departing to australia, tomorrow.

pray for my safety, is all i asked for.

joke of the day;

|m|_ (. .) _|m|

dont bother thinking, if you can't get it

within 5 seconds.

its no surprise, i won't be here tomorrow~

p/s: "yeaa.. ily. hahaha!"

i love the way how you put it
:D

#100.

2009-09-24T08:18:00.007+08:00

its amazing how one single tear can affect

the others. that is what they call, the power

of the eye. haha

SALAM EIDULFITRI to one and all.

past weeks been busy with preparations and

shirt distribution stuffs. know its kind of late,

but nevertheless, its the thoughts of it that counts.

and would like to take this opportunity to

thank those who have helped out in the distribution.

be it on the last day or pre-event. or maybe both.

very big thank you to all.

we made it through, guys.

and so after the first day, slacked around

Ngee Ann City. farah brought along her DSLR.

and you guess it right, to what happened next.

and handling these kids alone, aren't easy.

for sure.

bused back and reached home close to 12am.

a long cold journey.

and so, on the 3rd day of raya was prolly home

alone. since the rest had work/school.

and to kill time, watch this malay movie.

one of the best shows.

on a sidenote, i might not be updating much
as of now. i'll be actively blogging prolly
after the 17th oct.

i will wait till it comes the day,
where i'll be the only one who take your fears away.

#99.

2009-09-07T13:45:00.007+08:00

now its september.

so, last friday was the last week of school.

had the last excursion which is to the

ARMY OPEN HOUSE 09.

not many turned up though.

met a couple of different people from different

zones of singapore.

funny but true.

sent back to school. handed in what had

to be handed in then, off for home.

humid weather, cannot drink equals to

ultimate tiredness.

now, i'm waiting for my pictures.

whoever that has it, please forward.

haha.

its funny how you can laugh at those dreams you

once had, but was so enthu when you were back

then.

Boxhill Institute, Melbourne, Australia.

then, sunday met with my lefthand army.
went marina barrage-ing. out of all
places. drizzling. windy.
its been a while.

itstartswithafendswithah.

yesterday was nice.
thank you.

#98.

2009-08-27T06:50:00.004+08:00

holiday moods are feeling in. since school is

only once-in-a-while lesson going on, expect a

big-time absentism.

anyways, if you have heard or practically know.

i'll be leaving to melbourne, australia. boxhill

institute to be exact. two weeks there.

everything should be confirmed, by now.

under school sponsorship. nice?

on a random side,

i love this quote. two lines with deep meaning.

dont think you are the only one having problems. and most of all, dont think that you have only one friend, because that friend will remind you of all the others.

happy fasting month.

heh.

#97.

2009-08-18T22:10:00.004+08:00

sometimes, life can be so mean. when
you're at your highest moments, time passes so
fast. it leaves you with short time to enjoy
that moment. but when you're at your lowest,
its the other way round.

oh wells. life is funny.

anyways, went to catch the orphan movie in the

afternoon. nice storyline but was somewhat

predictable, i would say. if you have watched many

of these kinds of gory movies, you would know

how the story would go.

plus, the tagline says it all.

sidetrack a little,
fasting starts this friday night.
so fast, yet so long. several days till september.
then, holidays are in. how nice.

i'm not so good with words~

#96.

2009-08-12T21:15:00.011+08:00

often, most things went through its state

of change in silent. without you knowing,

it gradually change. be it an object or simply

emotional feelings. just like a seed, you dont see it

growing in front, but you'd only realise it when leaves

are seen.

school's have been hectic these days. event day is in

two days time, and having last minute changes is

just so annoying.

anyways, to all the participants of

BLAZE CAMP 1. please note, the proposed date

for the camp is on the 6th to 8th Oct.

final confirmed information, will be passed over to you

people via your teacher-in-charge.

one song with a thousand meaning.

.. tell me those words aren't true

because what i need now, is you ~

#95.

2009-08-04T20:30:00.003+08:00

often, we failed to see that behind every hardships,

lies a satisfaction. be it big or small. its human nature

to give up and admit defeat at an early stage.

except for the determined ones, they go far

seeing every obstacles, as a chance for them to

improve.

again, some random thoughts.

anyways, school ended pretty early today.

was sick, but had to attend, since there's interview

for boxhill. so, after school, bused back home,

popped some panadols and off to bed.

worst part, people are falling sick also.

anyhoots, design class was ultimately boring.

and so, to kill time this is what was done.

IES oii!~.
p/s: more will be drawn soon, so don't worry. :D

#94.

2009-07-31T22:45:00.000+08:00

sometimes, you tend to bottle up those feelings
inside you, till you find the right person to let
it out to. and the question remains,
how long are you willing to wait?

tomorrow, this minute, this second,
what will you be doing?
who will you be thinking about?

#93.

2009-07-25T20:20:00.005+08:00

".. i used to be a commander in chief of my pimp ship flyin' high,

'til i met this pretty little missile, shot me out the sky .."

often, its those bad deeds that kept repeating in

one's mind, but the good deeds are stays no

longer than a day. afterall, being nice is not nice

anymore.

anyways, last saturday, went over to bishan active

park. had to, since its part of school activity.

so, decided to meet the rest at the venue itself.

had conversations over some matters, before heading

off to esplanade.

fireworks, ndp rehearsal, packed.

great.

more pictures at facebook account.

tuesday, 21st july had the F1 training.

like have been said, im in again for this year's race.

this time round, will be on pit grandstand; where

the race starts and ends.

" .. nothing gets better than this .." - HEINEKEIN, 2007.

sidenote, after few years not been there,
finally went over to mandai zoo. for some amazing
race cum class bonding session. one thing for sure,
we bonded much.

alright, im done. a week's update in a single
post. and im into photography, now. i think.

".. best shot ehh~ best shot .."
inside joke. HAHA !

#92.

2009-07-18T10:25:00.001+08:00

sometimes, all you need is someone to hear

you out. not judge. not say a word, but to just listen.

not listen to what he has to say, but to what he's

been trying to convey.

anyways, upon request. there's a gig event coming up

on the month of august. details are as follows.

for more information, you can email them at

farahh_@hotmail.com or nkbz@live.com. please note

that ticketing charges apply.

alright, im done. for now.

#91.

2009-07-15T05:25:00.003+08:00

we were both teens when i first saw you

i close my eyes

and the flashback starts

i'm standing there

on an empty field with humid air

see the lights

see the school, faces of frowns

i see you squeezed your way to the crowd

and shout eff-oh, little did i know

that we were classmates, we were throwing staples

hit prof's head and blame me for all that

and i stumbled down the staircase

trying to escape from that whore, and i said

bunny, save me from this ugly toyol clone

you can't keep laughing when all i'm left to do is run

i really need you my sweet, little princess

its a crazy story, baby just say yes.

the lyrics was for humour purposes. because,

im overdosed on nutrisoy.

#90.

2009-07-11T22:40:00.006+08:00

its been a while..

anyways, just helping out.

SIMS 2 DOUBLE DELUXE is up for grab.

selling at a price of S$30, it comes with the whole package*.

for terms and conditions, enquire here.

type it out, and check back again for details!

* im not sure on this part, tho.

saturday night. chilly weather. home alone. crazy msn

convo. equals to best.

and i need a scanner/digi cam. badly.

#89.

2009-07-07T22:35:00.008+08:00

confused, is the word.

luck wasn't on most of the classmates. due to the H1N1 virus,

events that are supposedly to be held in campuses, are banned.

and so, mock event was the option, but still..

HAIYO !

reshi and matt went bonkers right after. for no reason

why, but yes. they made it easier one way or the other.

what's the next step? is still on pending.

got into a talk with my rakan-rakan.

went off to tanjong pagar before heading to causeway point

to get the adobe creative design premium suite.

less than 200, a full adobe kit inside. everything that is adobe-

related. cool or what? but, now im budget-ing for the

month. and so, pizzahut was the meal for the day.

on a beautiful note,

the day ends with a smile.

"The best kind of friends is the kind you can sit on a porch

and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling

like it was the best conversation you've ever had."

#88.

2009-07-02T20:50:00.005+08:00

my instinct is never wrong.

damn.

if you accept those mistakes, why did you push
those blames? if you knew its between two, why did
you insert another name? if you said you've change,
why is it all still the same?

sometimes, you need to learn to let things flow instead

of deciding for them where to go. in other words, let it be a

surprise once in a while.

on a sidenote,

school's opening this monday. looking forward to

a couple of things, yet not to, to some.

3 days !

#87.

2009-06-29T20:15:00.001+08:00

the internet is being a pain, disabling every right-click
movement. which kind of irritating by the way.

anyhoots, was bored at home. and so, watched the movie;
the game plan.
really touching movie, i would say. enough to teared a
person. if you concentrate on it, that is.
chipsmore keep me company throughout.

a little shoutout to all my friends,
"I MISS YOU PEOPLE, YO!"

im bored. you are?

#86.

2009-06-23T16:40:00.007+08:00

for all that times, i have tried to prove,

the one i care for, and still love is you.

now answer me this question with the honest truth

did i even appeared on your mind, boo?

...

boredom kills, no?

sometimes, you just don't know what to type.

and it leave a very big space on that post.

and it bothers you, somehow. one way or the other.

still, your mind is empty. and dont know what else to type.

no love. matter love. how love. long love. you love.

take love. to love. decide love. i love. still love. wait love.

for love. you love.

now, read it without 'love'.

much love,

#85.

2009-06-20T15:35:00.008+08:00

not many would understand. sometimes,

you need some dark moments in life to enjoy the

beauty of it. just like the shining stars, you need

the night atmosphere to make it beautiful.

three weeks to spare till school reopens.

projects are still halfway through. camps and sleepovers

are next. designing are still in progress. table is in a mess.

what more can i ask for?

and people are falling sick.

whats worst, the new H1N1 victim is found to be from

bedok north sec, which apparently happens to be my

ex-school. and its just a roadside away.

oooh~

besides, i need some inspirations.

and someone to go out with.

current mood ; helpless.

and i fall in love with this.

#84.

2009-06-17T12:50:00.005+08:00

alright, been tagged by a friend.
so, this is it. enjoy reading.

1: Besides Your Lips, Where Is Your Favourite Spot To Get Kiss?
- cheeks?

2: How Do You Feel When You Wake Up This Morning?
- half-conscious. hah !

3: Who Was The Last Person You Took Photo With?
- the birthday girl, tijah.

4: Would You Consider Youself To Be Spoiled?
- yes? no? i dont know.

5: Would You Ever Donate Blood?
- yes.

6: Have You Had A Bestfriend Who Was The Opposite Sex?
- yes.

7: Do You Want Someone Dead?
- as long as everything's under control, i wont do that.

8: What Does Your Last Msg Says?
- "gelap uhh situ tk nmpk dgn jelas.." need translation? go online. hee !

9: What Are You Thinking Right Now?
- what's going to happen next.

10: Do You Wish Someone To Be With You Right Now?
- eyy, yeap.

11: What Is The Tyme You Went To Bed Last Night?
- close to 12am.

12: Where Did You Buy The T-Shirt You Are Wearing Now?
- school. ex-school.

13: Is Someone On Your Mind?
- eyy, yeap.

14: Who Was The Last Person Who Texted You?
- hmm. illa.

Tag 8 Random People To Do This Survey.
•nis
•farah
•aishah
•aisah
•feekah
•reshi
•david
•matilda

16: Who Is No.2 Having Relationship With?
- urm, complicated. i guess..

17: Is No.3 A Male Or Female?
- female.

18: Is No.4 Single?
- i dont know.

19: Say Something About No.1.
- she's crazy when she's happy. she's crazy when she's angry.

20: Describe No.8.
- long hair. malay look-alike. still adapting to singapore. haha !

#83.

2009-06-15T22:25:00.012+08:00

" standing here before you, feels like

i've been born again. every breath is your love, every

heartbeat speaks your name.. "

thats what they say,

when love become the main topic,

everyone turns to a poet.

sometimes, its easy to forget one person, yet difficult

to, for another. the easy ones are usually the

one that seduces your mind, to get your body. but, the

tough ones are those that find and seduces your

soul. making you lost forever.

on a sidenote,

theres so many things to do. designing has become

a part of me for now. great?

left three more weeks to get every details done up

with.

shall we watch this? or transformers?

F² will be our new name;

#82.

2009-06-09T23:00:00.003+08:00

sometimes, its hard just to be yourself.
its so hard, that at times, you were at the verge
of giving up when all that is needed is just a little
assurance. assurance that everything is going to be
alright.

anyways, out of boredom, youtube-d this clip
on one of the tv show.
this is tuesday's night laughs !

p/s: pause the blog song, for awhile.

& to you my dear friend,
it was never about accepting. but its about being
able to blend in.

hope you have a great laugh
and goodnights people !

#81.

2009-06-04T23:40:00.003+08:00

it isn't crime to want. sometimes, you just need
a little space to breathe. and often, they misjudged you,
walking away or rather not being able to accept
the fact. when all you need is just a little space to
breathe away from all these walks-of-life.
just a little. space.

anyways, school have been pretty packed with
upcoming events. this time, really need to save up.

and yes, the whole of yesterday's lesson was
cancelled. volunteered for the registration of singapore
F1 briefing/training. and again, im in for this. hah !

and to the tagger, using the name
BUNNY, it'd be nice if you identify yourself.

she cried in silence, faked those smiles
pretending in each and everyday of her life.
all those past experiences, not a word from her,
at the end of the day, its the smiles of her friends that matters.

thats my bunny.

now, its your turn to sing;
*who's that girl..*

#80.

2009-05-26T20:45:00.003+08:00

what if your instincts were wrong? what if

the consequences are beyond your expectations?

what if there is only two choices left?

would you take it up? or turn away and hide?

school projects are now a part of me.

can foresee a very busy tight-packed weeks ahead.

as days passed, event date is nearing.

the pressure is on.

on a sidenote, break time was nice.

finally after much postponing, pizza-ed for lunch.

and its a little scary, when someone tries to

dig out your secrets. especially with a motive. HAHA.

still, i need you, bunny.

#79.

2009-05-17T23:55:00.013+08:00

the best thing about tonight is

that we kept laughing.

weekends was nice.

now, its back to monday.

weekdays. 5days.

it couldn't get any better than this. hah !

and happy fleets,

confirm its tuesday? you should know

who you are. heh.

NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2.

its going to be out soon.
cool or what~?

and i miss you, EC.
gee~

#78.

2009-05-11T09:45:00.005+08:00

sometimes, you have to listen to

the main problem to get the whole situation

right and understood. and sometimes, its those

actions that fears your reactions to it.

afraid of getting too close?

anyways, weekends are over.

spent most on facebook comments with

the crazy bunch. and playfish server is getting

more annoying by the days.

server is either running slow or worst,

cant be connected at all. well, to mine at least.

whats worse, when you're in the midst of

playing the game. hah !

school kickstart today.

hopefully it goes smooth and hoping for

the best of today.

on a sidenote,

the minds is like parachute.

it works when its open.

g'morning people.

where's my bunny now?
boohoo~

#77

2009-05-08T01:05:00.004+08:00

and so, my darlings plus me
went over to amk hub to
catch the movie;
friday the 13th.

being the only guy, kind of feel awkward though.
nevertheless, the fun is still there.
laughing at almost every single thing. hah !

and i swear, i had no idea they chose the
couple seats instead of the normal ones.

all i can say is,
go watch it while its still showing.
minus the obscene parts, the plot
itself is amazing enough to make you jump.

and now, waiting for the
night at the museum 2, to be shown.

on a sidenote,
maybe, i should go to bed now.
i need sleep.

d e p r i v e d.

#76.

2009-05-05T20:30:00.005+08:00

"I Can Wait Forever"

You look so beautiful today

When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away

So i try to find the words that i could say

I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I cant lie

Every time I leave my heart turns grey

And I want to come back home to see your face

And I

Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait

I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it wont stop bleeding

But I can wait

I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today

It's like every time I turn around I see your face

The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you

When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay

And I cant lie

Every time I leave my heart turns grey

And I want to come back home to see your face

And I

Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait

I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it wont stop bleeding

But I can wait

I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever

I guess that's just the price I gotta pay

But when I come back home to feel your touch

Makes it better

Till that day

Theres nothing else that I can do

And I just cant take it

I just cant take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But i can wait

I can wait forever (I can wait forever)

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it wont stop bleeding

But I can wait

I can wait forever

a song dedicated to my cat.

which apparently ran away from home. heh.

and of course to you too, *insertnamehere*.

#75.

2009-05-04T23:55:00.003+08:00

the offer has officially expired earlier

this afternoon. once again, thanks for those who took part.

results will be announced tomorrow.

10am, through texts.

im in real need of sleep.

it could have been a better day.

if there isn't any deadlines.
oh wells..

goodnights.

#74.

2009-04-30T21:20:00.002+08:00

sitting with those mat melayus

during class can make me go crazy. hah !

nevertheless, they made my day though.

and now, im addicted to the song

'diantara kalian' by d'masiv.

anyone with it, send it to me, please.

or shall just pester them for the song.

tomorrow is holiday.

another lonely one, i guess.

take me out ! heh.

on a sidenote,

they said its better to let out your inner feelings,

then bottling up. but, who should i let it out to?

oh wells.

#73.

2009-04-24T18:50:00.002+08:00

".. maybe it was a big mistake
or its already is.. "

there will come in life, where everything

you once stood up for, backfires you.

there will be a point in life, where your

enemy became close with you.

but will there be a part in life,

where time turns around for you?

just a random thought.

oh wells.

anyways, project for IEP module is decided.

after much changes.

and listeners of

36.5FM, 89.7FM and 94.2FM,

if you heard any interview regarding the coming up

F1 race, do let me know. because, i

was one of those that was interviewed.

hah !

on a sidenote,

the job offered will expire in 10days.

accurately 04/05/09, 12pm.

thank you to those who send in,

appreciated much.

and,

happy birthday, reshi.

#72.

2009-04-14T21:30:00.004+08:00

" baby give me a sign for me to believe in
that its me whom you needed eversince.. "

had the april 09 intake orientation.

fortunate enough to get myself a cool class.

hyper yet control-able.

thursday will be the last day.

dont know if it should be looking forward to

or not. plus, project is already out.

and have yet to get my timetable. hah !

anyways,

the job offered is on hold at the moment.

need to settle some admin matters,

so the application is on hiatus for now.

seen quite a few previews already.

and i didnt know it works on here. heh !

dont worry,

the treat is for real. and there'll be no third person.

date and venue will be kept

strictly confidential. unless there is a leak of

information.

alright, people.

im off. going to get myself a ramly burger

tomorrow night. just two staircase away.

nights !

#71.

2009-04-10T18:05:00.004+08:00

i need a new blogskin.

edited part,

the chosen applicant will be notified via e-mail

or phone. if i have your number, that is.

thank you.

#70.

2009-04-04T14:10:00.001+08:00

" ..how can i be the one losing,

when you're the one pretending?"

its the month of april now.

the next thing you know, you'll graduate.

just some random thought.

anyways, yes i officially turned nine-teen

on the last day of march. got myself into

different stages of surprises.

though many a times, was left stranded alone. heh..

nevertheless,

a day well spent. thank you, you little miss bubbly

for making it to reality. and those who help

in one way or the other, very big thank you to you

people. feel the love for once.

one phrase;

i couldn't ask for more.

19th year gift.

on a different note,

past two days been training the juniors for

upcoming april intake.

coming thursday will be the final one, hopefully.

and you know what they say about few classes?

expect more students in a class. hah !

happy april dudes/dudettes* !

*delete where applicable.

#69.

2009-03-24T13:00:00.003+08:00

its been close to a week since the last

post. life have been one helluva ride for me.

slowly and gradually i see the changes in people

i know. interesting yet scary. heh.

and i've been finding ways how to insert these

moving emoticons. its either they

appeared stationery or no image at all. hah !

help people, help.

on a sidenote,

dont pretend to be okay when you're not.

its not going to help just by praying; asking for strengths,

if you don't really help yourself.

and if you need someone to let it out,

let me be that person.

#68.

2009-03-16T14:20:00.009+08:00

" love and care doesn't need words. it just needs

actions to show, because they are already words.. " - fir.

at times, you think to yourself,

why is he/she kept appearing in your mind,

when both seldom talks?

hmm.

but you like it, though. heh.

#67.

2009-03-13T14:45:00.001+08:00

its been sometime.

well, guess its over now.

sometimes, its those past photos that made

you smile.

sometimes, its those lame jokes that

made you laugh.

but most of the times,

its those experiences that made you,

who you are.

but how are you going to re-pay those

memories to others, when you knew you only had a

limited life to lead?

happy march, everyone..

#66.

2009-02-26T15:25:00.000+08:00

dearest friend,

at times, i just feel like getting up to you and say
those things that could make us better. but, seeing
your happiness, it pulls me back. though it hurts
very much inside me because you got the wrong
perception.

if it cherishes your everyday life not knowing the
truth, then i shall let it be. because its your smile
and laughter that means alot to me. i dont want
to be another cause of your tears again.

much love.

#65.

2009-02-20T17:40:00.001+08:00

yes, changed the blogskin a little here and

there. now, it fits the whole theme. for now.

heh.

anyways, got leave from school early this

morning. had to attend to some workshop thingy.

it ended pretty early, so went around for a while

before heading back home.

and,

my mates are organising a dance competition event.

held in the very own college central bishan.

its called the 'back-to-basics'.

check out the websites for more details.

click B2B on my '.credits&affiliates.'

column.

its out.
go with me, someone?

#64.

2009-02-18T22:10:00.002+08:00

school was great.

lecture hours were cut short this time round.

because of the last minute events.

initially class was supposed to end at 4pm.

but was cut short to 12pm. so, went for a free

movie screen of 'hancock'. inspiring yet comical

movie. love its storyline.

whats more, theres free hamburgers up for grab.

but, its only available after the movie.

and so, we went hungry for that two hours.

and backtracking to friday, 13th feb.

we organised the BL graduation party in school.

im not going to type out much; just let

the pictures do the description of it, yes?

plus, i'll add in a brief one.

wan and vinoth; practising emcee.

im-prompt-to trial.

the man behind everything.

actual; from sound-system room.

buffet line.

time to dig-in.

trophies received.

#63.

2009-02-09T21:35:00.002+08:00

everything has its limitations.

when matter is over mind, thats where

things goes out of control.

anyways, im into jogging nowadays.

dont ask why, its of pure enjoyment. thats all.

and yes, its for the relaxing of it also. getting to see

the sunrise every sunday morning.

nice~

and didnt know,

bedok reservoir is becoming the next marina

bay platform. hah.

literally. they set up the so-called stage

for events (i think) and also the high elements

being build at another side of the reservoir.

shall do some picturing soon.

anyways, that was the random side of it.

and it somehow got me thinking.

"wheres the reality, if everyone's faking everything?"

get the drift?

thats all as of now.

anyways, these are taken some time, when going to

the wealth fountain, or

'whatchamacallit?'

close-up.

far-fetched view.

#62.

2009-02-04T19:00:00.004+08:00

emotionally hurt.

why is this soul being 'used'?

i've had enough of this.

TRASH is what i feel now. argh !

i need you, girl..

#61.

2009-01-25T08:45:00.000+08:00

alright, since im forced to update. shall do so.

hah. anyways, been busy with stuffs.

next major event coming up, is the april 09 intake.

another stressful one.

this time round, is the higher nitec batch.

so, expect alot more of attitude than the jan intake.

hopefully, they're alright.

enough about the future. shall post about something

recent.

finally the cert of participation cum

appreciation from the F1 come to my hands.

been waiting long for it.

it comes with a folder. cool or what.

so, yes. been keeping track of my portfolio lately.

i dont know why. excited its increasing by

the time, i guess? haha.

anyways, moving on.

its been three weeks since school re-opens.

and seems like most are having attachements these

days. kind of affect my social life in a way.

know, its random.

on a sidenote, i need some tutoring on movie

making. expertise in this area? haha.

been quite a while since i last uploaded

a video. here's one.

celebrating lil's 19th birthday.

enjoy.

#60.

2009-01-11T21:45:00.001+08:00

its amazing how one thing can be so special

to one person, but its nothing big to

others. different preferences?

beats me.

and so, the january intake which i was tasked to

take during the first three days of the school

opening is done. well, this is what im referring to

if you are wondering whats going on,

on the previous post.

so, yes. achieve above the satisfaction rate.

meeting them for the first time, is really

nerve-wrecking. whats more, standing infront of

thirty over strangers and trying to bond them

together as a class.

one wrong move, there goes your 'face'.

hah.

nevertheless, its still a success though.

bonded them pretty well.

anyways,

next big event, is the april intake. this time, will

be collaborating with the SBSC members.

planning have to start soon. stressed up.

lots of important stuffs to do.

meantime, shall wait for the january intake

pictures to be passed around.

#59,

2009-01-02T21:30:00.004+08:00

yes, changed my blogskin at last. hah.

been almost a week went missing. not literally

but yes, mia-ed for a while.

if you understand what i mean, that is.

anyways, school re-opening soon.

and whats nerve-wrecking, im left

with about three days to practice everything.

and, dont ask why the wallpaper above.

im not crazy over him, its just for the time being.

finding a proper one to upload.

on a sidenote, people have been approaching me

for routes. its getting weird, and just got this

feeling that i got the

"i-know-the-way" face kind of thing.

i mean, its normal if its once in a while, but

happening more than 4 times in a day,

just aint right.

on a random note,

nothing can stop one's love.

thats the power of it.

because i still care for you.

#58.

2008-12-27T17:40:00.004+08:00

decipher this. if you can. haa..

anyways, i so want to watch "yes man."
movie date, anyone?

#57.

2008-12-23T12:15:00.005+08:00

1. Does anyone know your password? - yes.
2. What was the last thing you ordered at MacDonald? - McSpicy?
3. Are you an emotional person? - lets just say, temperamental.
4. Do you like your name? - yes. though some said its common. sheesh !
5. Do you believe in love at first sight? - not anymore.
6. Ever felt jealous of your friend? - yes, once.
7. What was the last thing you did? - roll on the bed. haa..
8. Who's next to you? - nobody.
9. Who are the last person(s) you are with? - friends.
10. What song are you listening to right now? - my blog song.

11. How's the weather right now? - mendung. haa.. cloudy?
12. Last person you called? - home.
13. Last song you sang? - "take a bow". Ne-Yo.
14. Last time you danced? - primary days, i think.
15. Lost a friendship over something stupid? - almost.
16. Last thing you ate? - fish&chips w/mushroom soup.
17. Been depressed before? - not really.
18. Faked being sick to miss school? - those times.
19. What time did you wake up today? - 11? haha..
20. Current taste? - sweet and sour.

21. What are you wearing right now? - shirt and short.
22. Are you too shy to ask anyone out? - sometimes, yes.
23. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? - the eyes.
24. Where are you now? - in my room.
25. What date and day is it today? - 23rd. tuesday.
26. Did you go anywhere today? - no. plainly staying home.
27. What did you do there? - usual stuffs.
28. Do you call your parents by their first name? - no.
29. Are you an only child? - no.
30. Where do you go shopping? - east and central areas.

31. Do you like where you work? - so far, so good.
32. Do you like books? - i read them.
33. Do you like to get married? - yes.
34. To whom? - someone of the opposite sex.
35. Is there anything that you hate today? - none so far.
36. Who gave you presents on your b'day? - friends, most of the time.
37. Do you like this day? - prefer weekends.
38. Last person you chat with? - zul.
39. What was your topic? - i'd say personal.
40. What is the initial of your crush? - S.G.
41. What is the talent of your crush? - acting.

dont mind me.

right, shall stop the crap.

im off.

#56.

2008-12-20T13:10:00.001+08:00

i really need a break.

can someone just go out with me? haa..

yes, i know, desperate movement.

but really.

everyone else is busy with their stuffs.

which is why the desperate attempt.

i miss my secondary buddies.

hoo-hoo..

snapping out of it..

class outing is in two days. and im having

double thoughts about this. its not the money im

afraid of, but the time factor.

risk-taking it is. barely two weeks, CA will start.

projects and assignments needs to be done.

its a life-or-death situation.

and on a sidenote, i really need someone to hear

my problems out. just be there and listen. having one's 'lowest' moments, is

just not nice.

and i hope,

this brings the call for you, girl.

im done here.

#55.

2008-12-16T17:30:00.001+08:00

having very weird thoughts lately.

which i dont know why.

its just so weird, that sometimes it doesnt

really make sense.

anyways, holidays are in.

nothing interesting.

still load with projects and assignments that

needs to be accomplished.

so much for holidays.

on a sidenote,

dont expect much updates from me here.

#54.

2008-12-10T22:35:00.004+08:00

arrrgghh ~
f it.

should just close the blog,

shouldn't i?

dont really see the point in

updating it anymore.

maybe its best if some things

are left unwritten.

how?

#53.

2008-11-20T20:40:00.001+08:00

its weird isnt it?

how a girl would consult a guy when facing

problems. instead of sharing it with the same

gender (which is believed to understand more).

just find it a little odd, though.

but then again,

it always come to the wrong judgement that

whenever a guy is close to a girl,

they are sure to have something going on between

them.

and the best part, when being asked about

spreading the rumours,

it always ended with a denial.

so much for stereotyping and dramas.

gosh !

anyways, finished watching the movie

"Devil Beside You."

romance cum a little comedy show.

im in love with the actress.

adorable and sweet-looking.

haa..

nice movie indeed.

took two days of my time to complete

watching the whole show.

addiction does kill. haa..

alright, im done.

Devil Beside You.

#52.

2008-11-18T22:35:00.002+08:00

Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings

Check yes Juliet

Are you with me?

Rain is falling down on the sidewalk

I won't go until you come outside.

Check yes Juliet

Kill the limbo

I'll keep tossing rocks at your window

There's no turning back for us tonight.

Lace up your shoes

Eh Oh Eh Ohhh

Here's how we do:

Run, baby, run

Don't ever look back.

They'll tear us apart

If you give them the chance.

Don't sell your heart.

Don't say we're not meant to be.

Run, baby, run.

Forever will be

You and me.

Check yes Juliet

I'll be waiting

Wishing, wanting

Yours for the taking.

Just sneak out

And don't tell a soul goodbye.

Check yes Juliet

Here's the countdown

3... 2... 1... now fall in my arms now

They can change the locks

Don't let them change your mind

Lace up your shoes

Eh Oh Eh Ohhh

Here's how we do

Run, baby, run

Don't ever look back

They'll tear us apart

If you give them the chance

Don't sell your heart

Don't say we're not meant to be

Run baby run

Forever will be

You and me

We're flying through the night

Way up high,

The view from here is getting better with

You by my side

Run baby run

Don't ever look back

They'll tear us apart

If you give them the chance

Don't sell your heart

Don't say we're not meant to be

Run baby run

Forever will be...

Run baby run

Don't ever look back

They'll tear us apart

If you give them the chance

Don't sell your heart

Don't say we're not meant to be

Run baby run

Forever will be

You and me

#51.

2008-11-13T20:15:00.000+08:00

been really sick for the past days.

had to medi-cert early this week monday

after high fever.

works and assignments just have to

be pu on hold.

as always.

and was so surprised,

someone send a get-well-soon cum sleeping

teddy. all i asked for is the thought

that counts.

further updates soon.

im off to grab some early rest.

g'nights.

#50.

2008-10-29T20:55:00.017+08:00

alright.
sneak preview on what happen
on the 19th October.
only uploaded the funny
pictures.
with my own tag below. victims, its only for humour purposes.
dont kill me, please. haa..
pictures are not arranged in order.
so, yes. have fun laughing.

nis: ehh.. someone's taking pic.
farah: bwekk~
zahrina: alamak ! how come i dont know..

colin: what~?
aishah: since when you appear, sia?

stan: what sia. take picture, never invite.

lil: smells nice.. ahh~

reshi: hee..
nis: *blur*
zahrina: and who creates this mess??

nis: give me a break, can?
*peace*

stan: finally guys pic. yearghh !
poo: good one..

reshi: i dont know which cam, just give it a peace.
poo: then, mine will be good.
nis: found the cam. yeaa~
najib: not another peace. urrghh~

aishah: making a call. cam back later.

aishah: tijah ! aper sehh.. buang angin tak tengok tempat.
farah: rabak uhh korang..

alright.
thats all the gags pictures that is received.
credits to sufiyan, for the pictures.
so, anything, find him.

cheers, people !

#49.

2008-10-23T20:25:00.003+08:00

alright. a proper update as of now.

someone just have to be sarcastic, tau..

anyways, earlier today celebrated

matilda's and zah's birthday.

and so, was assigned to keep these two birthday

girls in school.

had no choice, but to came out with crazy reasons

and talked crap with them.

it worked though.

so, celebrated it and end with a cake-fight.

went off early and talked to nis

before going back for group meeting.

and so, end the day; catched a movie.

show was kind of off-tuned.

storyline, just didnt really get it.

so, yes. was quite a turn-off for me.

its the max payne, by the way.

19th Oct.

went off for raya outing with the group of

classmates. rented a lorry.

and so, mine was on their toplist.

was 'attacked' by surprise because apparently,

some claimed they will only arrive thirty

minutes later.

so, was in my not-so-appropriate outfit.

haa..

anyways, we had fun.

pictures are on nis' blog.

tag along with them and cab back home at

about eleven. reaching to twelve.

fun day out.

alright.

im off for some school project.

and yes, project is on.

so, expect more delays in updating, yes?

#48.

2008-10-20T19:55:00.005+08:00

#47.

2008-10-11T14:10:00.008+08:00

here's the pictures on what that kept
myself busy for the past few weeks.
starting off with the
F1 SingTel Grandprix.

waiting for empty seats.

what we call, the "roof-top".

place im assigned to. usher-ing guests.

when there's nothing to do. haa..

only corporates are allowed.

desperate measures?

the $1K grandstand.

the marina grandstand.

side view of it.

alright. enough of the F1's.
theres more pictures,
just randomly choosing which to upload.

moving along, finally completed my
volunteering job at the
singapore biennale 2008.

and so, heres the sneak preview.

singapore map. (cityhall site)

tore-down wall. (cityhall site)

dark version. (cityhall site)

charcoal-ed drawing. (SBD site)

colored version. (cityhall site)

floating gemstone. (SBD site)

"wall.e" (SBD site)

thats about it.
will update more on the
current happenings soon.
and just a little sidetrack,
camp at jalan bahtera
was a blast.
have yet to receive pictures of them.

#46.

2008-10-02T18:45:00.004+08:00

wishing all my friends,

selamat hari raya.

apologised for lacking in updates.

will do so when the time is perfect enough for a

long two page updates.

cheers !

#45.

2008-09-22T13:10:00.002+08:00

apologies for the long pause of updates.

been stressing myself with the clash

of events.

god knows how stressful it is when last

minute changes have to made.

and dealing with outside people, is really hard.

so much for customer service.

and to my friendster friends, i have officially

deleted my account.

seldom using it anyway.

plus many unseen reason.

alright people.

im off for washing up.

hee..

#44.

2008-09-15T17:30:00.007+08:00

you're the light that makes my darkness disappear..

time pass fast.

fast enough that we were to busy with

something else to think about it.

right. in a week's time, volunteering for

SINGAPORE BIENNALE starts.

plus, the F1 night race. which is the event that im

attached to. also falls on the same week.

whats worse,

SINGAPORE BIENNALE would be stretch

till the week after next.

and after that week, will be

camping for three straight days.

im dead.

not adding to the usual working days.

im getting bald by the week.

im still unsure of the Australia exchange.

left merely 48hours to decide. gosh. its hard.

and on a sidenote,

i realise that i owe some treats to quite a

number of my friends.

make a date with me, and i will

uphold my words. haa..

alright people.

im off for room cleaning. and not forgetting,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, FIQAH !

all the best to you and your

future endeavours.

#43.

2008-09-12T10:40:00.015+08:00

holidays are meant for resting and all.

well, thats what it generally

means. but not in my case.

plenty of events coming up.

one after the other.

pressuring enough, and yes. time

management is crucial in situations like this.

thinking back, wanted to withdraw myself from

the SINGAPORE BIENNALE event.

yes, volunteered as one of the staff there.

but, somehow have lost major interest there.

and it clashes with all other important

stuffs. can be fickle minded in times

like this.

anyways, yesterday was the last

paper that we had to face.

fairly okay, except for some parts. suck-ed up

most of the brain juices.

nevertheless, theres an interesting part.

after paper, was told by the invigulator that

i was one of those nominated for the

student exchange programme with

Institute of Melbourne, Australia.

section head, did a briefing.

two weeks there. payment subsidied.

the thing is,

should i give it a shot? or a go?

considering, have enough for the payment of

the balance fee and own expense.

which just left me to board the plane and go.

im going crazy.

suggestions, people?

and just for the fun of it.

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities:
creative writing, drama, crafts,
music, or art.

You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor

The worst career options for you are
conventional careers, like bank teller or
secretary.

#42.

2008-09-09T10:00:00.007+08:00

morning people !

break fast at changi road yesterday.

supposedly, it was a final treat from my parents

to brother. before, he report for his first

training at the police academy. yes, enlisted for

national service already.

imagine in two years, my time.

the year he left, is the year i went in

irony.

anyways,

had what we called, nasi campur. or mixed rice

in english. (i think)

ate much, and kind of finished up the dishes

served. bloated enough that could barely

stood up right. funny people.

made a walk to the bazaar at the geylang area.

surprisingly, not really as packed as

expected. were doing some window-shopping when

it suddenly rained.

no shelter =ultimately wet.

fully soaked.

had a fun day, anyways. reached back home

at about eleven. and sis bought horror

vcd.

today was simply laid back at home.

mugging for final exam. one last paper before

holiday begins.

nevertheless, so many events coming up.

before the next semester commence.

just hoping everything goes well.

thats all for the update.

IE0804S
i want the pictures for the events

RSAF and the SINGAPORE BIENNALE.

send it via e-mail.

or messenger (if you have mine)

please and thank you very nice.

#41.

2008-09-04T17:30:00.005+08:00

sorry.

it seems to be the hardest word.

every mistakes accompanies with an apology.

but not all did that.

well, thats what i have came to experience.

for a time, we were in a conflict.

dissatifaction among us.

cold war.

as always, peacemakers were there.

trying their very hard to bring things back

together. nothing happened.

till today, no apology was passed.

though the matter rest well quite a while.

the first move was already made.

am i supposed to make another move?

or should it just be left this way?

pondered well enough.

if it fails to happen, all that could be said is

how self-righteous they are.

particular, i am. nevertheless, its the respect

that matters. no doubt its been quite a while,

but the words still lingers.

and it stays on.

it changes my perception of you. it all lies in you to change it

back to what it used to be.

reckoned, you were

one of those whom i was close to.

we shared much.

trusted you too

well that it led to this.

confusing it is.

anyways, thats all i have to say.

i have kept it deep for a while.

its time to let go.

#40.

2008-09-01T12:30:00.005+08:00

when im with you,

eternity is a step away,

my love continues to grow,

with each passing day.

this treasure of love,

i cherish within my soul,

how much i love you..

you'll never really know.

whenever we say goodbye,

whenever we part,

know that i hold you dearly,

deep inside my heart.

you bring joy to my heart,

i've never felt before,

with each touch of your hand,

i love you more and more.

so these seven words,

i pray you hold true.

"forever and always,

i will love you."

missed it much.

anyways, happy fasting month to every

muslims. received much texts yesterday but

only forward one of those.

and yes, apologies to ex classmates.

didnt make it for teachers' day. for some

apparent reason, i dont feel like going.

peace*

anyways, teachers day show was great.

upload it pretty soon. only those performed by dear

classmates.

and found out something big i didnt know.

is it real? wa'llah hualam.

with that, happy fasting people.

love.

#39.

2008-08-16T08:15:00.002+08:00

upcoming mock tests is causing hair loss now.

well, not litterally. but, yes.

tourism module set up to three tests on

standby already.

which will start this week.

revision has to start already.

so, for my regular viewers, updating would only

be once in a while now.

plus, fasting month is arriving soon enough.

hopefully everything will be alright.

and teachers' day coming up next. lots of

preparations to do.

school life is still the same way as it is.

"play hard, learn harder."

quoted from someone i heard from.

cant really remember who, but yes. just for

acknowledgement purposes.

smiles*

alright people.

toodles !

#38.

2008-08-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

school was obviously fun with crazy friends

around. and i mean real crazy.

who could just simply walk around mall, and shout

for no apparent reason.

and IE0804S is intending to make a jersey for

the class. dont really know if its acceptable to be worn

during school hours. but, yes. just for the fun of it.

submitted my very own design to the organiser.

and didnt know the selected designer will get something. whatever it is, im just doing it for

the fun of it.

seeing how the class creativity could get.

anyways, below are the pictures for national day.

and sufiyan, sorry. the video needs to be on hold

for a while. trying to get everything.

but somehow, its just giving me problems.

*innocent face*

i'll update you once its uploaded here.

or maybe somewhere else.

see hows the situation is going to be like.

VIPs of the event.

stage decoration.

flag formation.

the people whom i called, true friends.

on a sidenote,

its hard when people assume things

about you. and to make it worse, you didnt

even realise that it was seen that way, when all

you knew your conscience is clear,

not even an intention to hurt somebody else.

alternatively, who should be blame?

only you have the answer to that.

#37.

2008-08-09T21:45:00.005+08:00

the current blog song, as of now

back at one by shayne ward was my current

addiction.

the lyrics are simply nice.

dedicate this special song to someone who has always

been there for me.

*emotional mode*

anyways, on friday went for the countdown

party at Hong Kah North CC.

the event started off at about 6pm and ends at 12.30am.

yes, but managed to release myself at about 10.30pm.

went off with farah and this other girl.

had fun playing around with the kids.

and answering all those nonsensical questions.

very funny moments. plus, mini bonding was also

created along the way.

so, yes. very warm feeling.

exhausted it is, but worth the time and effort

sacrifice for the event. in other words, had a great

headstart in joining the bridge leader for the year.

on a sidenote, monday would be a holiday.

which concludes a day of work-load free.

and also, theres nothing much to do.

someone bring me out, can?

just bored to tears for the next few days

the start of school again.

craving for swimming pool now.

right. blabbered much. shall end it here.

post another update soon enough.

lastly, happy national day to one and all.

finally 43rd.

take care people.

the more i tried to avoid,

the closer it gets.

this is it?

#36.

2008-08-07T21:05:00.003+08:00

reached school early in the morning today.

at about 8.10am in the morning. had our last rehearsal

before the final showdown which is about

an hour later.

nervous to the maximum as we were.

presenting to the almost whole cohort, which is

like about 200 over students was

greatly nervous.

nevertheless, the class is still there to give their

full support.

and when the results are in, is when the shocked

came. in which we actually

WON !

yes, the psyllo officials won. which was incredibly

unexpected. since we had some technical

difficulties going in the middle of the presentation.

guess thats the hidden "blessing" for us.

anyways, yes. simply shocking.

out of the best 6 teams for the batch of year 1,

we clinched the top position.

a very major achievement so far.

plus, tomorrow will be national day's celebration.

going for an hour. which kind of look back, its

wasted. but, have to. for the spirit of the class. re-paying

back the support they gave.

on a sidenote, have edited the video.

for the farewell party to the previous class advisor

for the month of july.

so, here it is.

and viewers, you might need to adjust the audio

here and there due to irregular control

of the sound while video-ing is taking place.

apologies for inconvenience caused.

the other parts of the video will be uploaded

once editing is completed.

enjoy !

#35.

2008-08-05T21:25:00.001+08:00

my 35th posts already eversince started late november last year. so, yes.

just some random stuff for a start. cant really find anything

to blog about now.

and yes, encountered a bus passenger being summon for

paying the wrong amount. and had to pay up on that spot.

just imagine if there isnt enough cash to pay.

will be panicking. cold sweat, i should say.

anyways, that was one part. finally got my shirt for

BL. which have been aiming for. claimed wanted to

pass it out last week, but was dragged on to today due to the

reason i-dont-know-what.

so, yes. just glad that the shirt has been given out already.

by the way, class have been facing a real downside

situation. just dont know why. something seems to be so wrong.

lastly, national day is coming up real soon.

just cant wait for the day to arrive; watching it somewhere.

4 more days to go.

before the official day and just got to know, friday would

be celebrated. and doubt there'll be any lectures going on. so,

at least a day free load from assignments and stuffs.

*smiles

alright people. shall end it here.

on a brighter note, the most hyper-active baby i've

ever met.

shall try and get his facial view the next time round.

just find him cute.

#34.

2008-08-04T19:00:00.000+08:00

another update is up. just to avoid being interrogate

by people. sheesh !

right. anyways, weekends was mainly spent on school

project and stuffs. so, had no choice but to sacrifice my social

life for about 48 hours.

which is equivalent to two days; for those who dont know.

meeting someone's parents is quite nerve-wrecking though.

thought that i'll be interrogated much, and so, 'armed' myself with

possible answers. but it turned out to be okay.

weren't so bad afterall. had to be open with them, just to get to

know them better. and things are getting better now.

nevertheless, shall try to improve on it better.

right. random.

anyways, went for birthday party at aljunied on the first of

august. kind of last minute decision actually. enjoyed there for a quite

a while before heading back home at about 10.30pm.

flagged a cab.

kind of too tired already to wait for the bus to arrive.

plus, mum was already nagging.

had to give in.

and now i have my own internet connection at home,

making life easier.

no longer a need to travel somewhere to steal the connection.

*smiles

on a sidenote,

to the one concerned,

please dont disturb me anymore.

im done and over with everything you have said the other day.

it ends here.

#33.

2008-07-20T13:35:00.001+08:00

apologies for the long pause of update.

was formally involved with some other matters.

anyways, im moving on to a new chapter in life.

leaving the past for another future.

for those who cared, thank you very much. im doing

relatively fine now. and just so realised that i owe number of

things. alright, enough said.

right. nothing much happened lately. and it began to

realise that personal computer is really necessary now.

which is really crucial now.

planning to purchase one too.

just waiting for the right time to get everything done.

hopefully by the end of the month.

after getting the neccesary arrangement done.

latest pictures shall be posted soon enough.

waiting for delivery from somebody else.

updates will be up when the time comes.

and you know who,

thanks for everthing you've done.

#32.

2008-05-17T10:50:00.002+08:00

alright, a short updates on the happenings

for the week.

first semester project is almost done.

just needed to edit the little things to make it

perfect. another gruop meeting will be up

tomorrow, is supposed. busy busy week indeed.

and on a sidenote, yesterday's was khairi's

birthday. finally eight-teen. shall post

the video later. which i took. and advance

apologies should

there be any technical problem.

peace !

anyways, school's been alright.

just that some matters which was not supposed

to be bragged about, is happenning.

simply dont understand why.

video is below.

it might take a while to load.

shall end it here.

and yes, weekends here.

enjoy !

#31.

2008-05-11T09:40:00.000+08:00

the orientation camp was finally over.

24 hour camp whereby no sleeping is allowed.

from 6 in the morning right up

to 1 in the next day afternoon.

and all of the things that the campers brought

was just to put on the weight on the body.

many were upset with that. but, whats done cant

be undone.

all i have for the overall view of the camp was

just, disorganised.

imagine, the organisers asking the campers,

almost every breaks on what we want to do.

then, it wouldnt be their camp anymore, instead

passing the organising part, to us.

oh wells.

right, moving along.

to the 'blogger' who tagged, i take it that you

wanted me to update my blog. and so, here it

is. but i'd be much happier if you leave your name

there. somehow, ur IP address is the first

time seen.

anyways, apologies for the past week.

im stucked on different kinds of scenarios.

so, there isnt really any available time for

updation.

schools been hectic also.

lots of administration stuffs to do.

but, yes. thats the way it is.

alright, shall end it here.

g'morning people.

#30.

2008-05-02T18:30:00.001+08:00

been almost a week since last updated.

school has been hectic.

and yes, should say the stress is arriving.

sooner or later.

two weeks of school; two projects.

get what i mean?

alright, enough about that.

anyways, have halfway finished watched the

korean drama; hanakimi.

dont really know why i watch, but yes.

its kind of interesting.

and yes, former classmates, some of you

all have voiced out on making a gathering

like the old times.

decide on the finalised date, and let me know.

see what i can do.

to help.

moving along, OAC orientation camp is in a weeks'

time. still pending on what to bring.

everything will be finalised on monday.

on a sidenote,

BZF project was pushed back to monday.

which is doubted, that there'll be enough time

for all to present their stuffs.

and its like finally the ezlink card has

been given out. enjoying my student fares

again now.

and, guess thats all for the update now.

oh yes. just a random picture taken yesterday.

a great view of a sunset.

beautiful god's creation.

credits to matilda's house.

one love.

#29.

2008-04-26T22:50:00.001+08:00

alright, shall update everything.

since that someone kept asking why my blog

is on hiatus.

funny people, i know of.

thinking of changing my blogskin real soon.

now, it looks kind of plain, black

background. shall see how it goes later on.

for the time being, just stick to the current one first.

anyways, yesterday, was released early. we were

excused because of the friday prayers.

and an-naudhah mosque was huge and advanced.

to the extent that it has lifts inside the building.

how cool is that?

wanted to take picture of it, but cant really do that.

so, got to visit there yourself to experience it.

and so, after everything, we bused down

for the OAC meeting. yes, outdoor adventure club.

was late for more than half hour, and lucky thing,

the meeting was just about to start.

reached there, did the attendance thingy, before the

briefing start. took about half an hour, and so, bused

down to bishan again, for late lunch and meeting up

with the other few at bishan park.

talked and joked for a while before

heading back home.

assignments were spared, the only thing

is the presentation slides. which was kept pushed back

for dont know what reason.

and fridays are the freak-iest day for now.

one after the other, things happen.

anyways, just hoping for the best on monday.

need to do some researching on some stuffs.

im off for now.

goodnight people.

#28.

2008-04-23T17:10:00.000+08:00

sorry people. im leaving my

blog on hiatus currently.

nevertheless, keep the tagboard alive.

thank you.

i'll check in once in a while though.

toodles !

#27.

2008-04-19T12:50:00.000+08:00

school's been nice. everything seems

to blend in nicely. except for yesterday;

friday. had some kind of

miscommunication somewhere.

supposedly theres lesson going on after

the cca thingy, but everyone got separated right

after that. and everything went chaotic.

and only to found out that the lesson

have been carried forward.

and so, decided to chill out at macdonalds.

due to the official lunch break, the whole

area was packed and decided to go food court

instead.

saw our all-time favorite camp coordinator,

and the class just love to disturb him.

very funny moments.

and today, thought of getting my own

thumbdrive. going out later, to survey on the

different MBs and prices.

leave that to later part.

and yes, didnt believe that we actually

get bonded on the second day?

i'll post the picture last.

alright, going to get my presentation

drafts ready and doing some research.

and yes, here's the pict.

its just half of the class.

cant really squeeze in 35 people in one shot.

well, not atleast in this position.

toodles !

im craving for that ice-cream.

#26.

2008-04-16T19:10:00.001+08:00

orientation was a blast two days ago.

forged many new friendships throughout the

two days.

we cliqued by the second day of the orientation.

and cant actually believe that. had our lunch

together as a class at the nearby macdonald today.

the staffs there were shocked, but nevertheless, they

still welcomed us, despite the chaos we make.

after that, headed to lecture theatre for

some talks. and friday would be cca day.

still configuring on the different cca's to choose from.

time table is out, and yes, classes started at different

timing for different days.

as expected.

and thursdays are now loved, as class will start at 12pm.

leaving half the day to rest.

*grins*

alright, moving along.

past weeks have been a hectic one.

lots of administrations to do.

papers keep coming in one after the other.

but glad, its depleting.

aiming for an acer notebook now.

or shall i wait for the school's one to be out?

time will tell.

alright, next update will be up soon.

cheers !

#25.

2008-04-13T09:30:00.003+08:00

alright, apologies for the long pause of updates.

currently out of topic.

anyways, school starting soon.

tomorrow to be exact.

mixture of feelings feeling up the emotions.

right, moving along.

been watching this particular korean/japanese

drama serials online. im not that sure.

its the "coffee prince".

trying to adapt myself to watching it and

yes, should say its nice.

guess, those foreign shows, not that bad afterall.

my first time watching anyways.

eversince, most of my friends talked about

how great those dramas were, decided to give it a try.

12th April 2008.

and yesterday was heavy rain. somewhat in early

afternoon. mom had no choice but to fetch my

little sister from her religious class.

and got to know that the water level is

about thigh level on an average size people, that is.

okay, for both of the events mentioned below,

sorry couldnt make it there.

there are reasons why.

and for the class gathering, i didnt really organise

the event. it was plainly someone' s else idea.

dont get it wrong.

alright, im off for now.

oh yes, been kind of addicted to this malay song.

eversince its been aired on the radio stations.

its "seribu kenangan".

and also heard that theres a chinese version of

it. check it out, yes?

toodles !

#24.

2008-04-03T11:50:00.005+08:00

List atleast 15 friends of yours.

in random order.

[1] azri.

[2] nas.

[3] stephen.

[4] jian hunt.

[5] wan.

[6] hayati.

[7] sarah.

[8] sharifah.

[9] raudah.

[10] suraizah.

[11] illa.

[12] zul.

[13] hairul.

[14] ahmad.

[15] danish.

1) Do you love them all?

in one way or the other, yes. all of them have made an

impact in my life.

2) Which one is the closest to you nowadays?

most are still.

3) Describe about no. 7?

eyy, okay. she's nice to everyone she knows.

4) How long do you know no. 1&2?

since secondary years.

5) Do no. 5 having a relationship with one of your mate?

yes. double that number, thats the one.

6) Who is no. 9 bf/gf?

just let it be confidential for now, yes?

7) Do you think no. 14 is pretty/handsome?

in his own way.

8) Which one do you love the most?

eleven.

9) Would you like to hang around with no. 6&10?

one at a time would be much preferred.

since they didnt know each other.

>.<

10) Which one you know longest?

top two.

11) Is no. 11 irresistable?

very. hees.

12) Have you ever fight with no. 13?

dont think so.

13) Do you know no. 15 better?

not till his personal life.

14) Do you know no. 5 favourite colour?

think so.

>.<

15) Do you ever went to cinema with no. 10?

yes, plus a whole lot of others tagging along.

16) Do you ever scolded no. 12 infront of public?

no. im not that bad.

17) Do you know no. 6 birthday?

yes, coming soon.

18) What do you think about 14&15?

friends. and wont go further than that.

19) Do no. 2 miss you?

somehow. been a while since last met up.

20) Who know you the most?

most of those listed.

21) Do you love no. 7&8?

yes, as friends.

22) Who is no. 12 in love with?

macky. eh? hee.

23) Do you ever felt lonely without no. 11?

at times.

24) Continues it .. I LOVE YOU ALL ..

if you all love me back. hee.

i love you all till the time stops ticking.

25) Do you want this friendship to last long?

yes, very much.

DISCLAIMER:

the above is just something to

kept me busy. any personal insult is

clearly accidental. thank you.

alright, been bored staying at home.

and some announcement to be passed around.

NPC POP is coming up on friday, the 11th.

to the current and ex members, you are

cordially invited to attend the event.

it will officially commence at 4 in the afternoon.

there's no invitation card given to the ex's member.

and to my ex classmates, there'll be

a dinner on saturday night. dining area have yet to

be confirmed. event will only take place

if theres a majority support.

alright, thats all. done my job.

updates will be on the way, in the meantime.

stay tuned !

#23.

2008-04-02T09:20:00.002+08:00

okay, sorry for the short pause of updates.

blogger has been a little irritating nowadays.

anyways, special thanks to those who have

wish me on my birthday, days back.

thank you very nice.

and to those who forgot, no worries.

i bear no grudges.

>.<

anyways, pictures will be posted below.

a short description on what happened days before.

30th March 2008.

cycled to bedok reservoir park in the afternoon.

wanted to catch the sunset from there, plus

doing a mini cycling tour round the reservoir.

took a whole of 20 minutes to cycle one round.

at a normal speed.

though halfway, were already half-dead.

after the tour, rested for a while before the sun is

in sight. didnt manage to capture though,

due to the bright light.

and also, the reservoir has a new attraction.

which is the theatre on the bay.

somewhat similar to the one in marina bay

which is used for NDP 07'.

i'll post the pictures below, so no worries.

and yes, received an advance present from dearest.

whereas the rest received on the day itself,

31st March. and so, im now officially 18th.

one year older.

okay people, pictures are below.

some may turn out blur due to the graphic

nature of the pictures itself.

enjoys !

and to those who have celebrated their

birthdays first, before me.

a very happy belated birthday to you.

#22.

2008-03-29T23:30:00.002+08:00

alright, a brief update on what happened

past few days. on the 27th, celebrated dad's birthday.

couldnt get him anything though due to the

shortage of time. so, just decided to postpone it a little

later.

we'll see how it goes, later on.

plus, on friday, went back to former school, to collect the

GCE O Level cert. met with quite a number of familar

faces. and hang around for sometime before

heading back home, looking at the weather; going to rain sooner

or later. and didnt brought an umbrella along.

so, couldnt stay there long.

anyways, thats what happened. and the next day,

which is today. simply stayed at home.

got my whole room tidied up. clearing those unused

documents and ecetra. tiring but fun.

found my past years photos. lots of memories.

and most of the time was spent watching tv.

eating and lazing around.

so not in the mood.

anyways, on a sidenote, one more day to

the official birthdate. and it so happens to fall

on monday.

okay people. going to take my rest now.

and so sorry for not uploading those pictures.

simply lazy to wait for it to upload.

check out the next update, yes?

cheers !