#41.
sorry.
it seems to be the hardest word.
every mistakes accompanies with an apology.
but not all did that.
well, thats what i have came to experience.
for a time, we were in a conflict.
dissatifaction among us.
cold war.
as always, peacemakers were there.
trying their very hard to bring things back
together. nothing happened.
till today, no apology was passed.
though the matter rest well quite a while.
the first move was already made.
am i supposed to make another move?
or should it just be left this way?
pondered well enough.
if it fails to happen, all that could be said is
how self-righteous they are.
particular, i am. nevertheless, its the respect
that matters. no doubt its been quite a while,
but the words still lingers.
and it stays on.
it changes my perception of you.
it all lies in you to change it
back to what it used to be.
reckoned, you were
one of those whom i was close to.
we shared much.
trusted you too
well that it led to this.
confusing it is.
anyways, thats all i have to say.
i have kept it deep for a while.
its time to let go.
Labels: PERSONAL.
tragically rewritten.